December Memories..

Its December again, todays date is 10/12/11, its his birthday yesterday 09/12/11, the date we first talked, the date he first fetch me home. The date full of sweet memories. I really feels like crying and shout out loud! I was the happiest person on this earth! At that moment. 13/12/01 the date he confessed to me about his feelings. Ya Allah. It has been 10yrs now, and the last time I saw him was on 04/06/09. When I think it back, we get to know and fall in love with each other on his birthday week and we separated on the week of my birthday. That was really sad! If I were to have three wishes, one of the wish I will wish that he gonna be my husband one day. I guess the love that has been build and grown through the years just cant fade away, it remains deep in my heart. Ya Allah only you know how much I love him. Muhd Khairul Zainal I just want you to know that till this moment I still loving you.

~ Farah Diyah ~

Women Life Journey

Sometimes when u are sitting doing nothing,

out of sudden u will start to think about life...

While I was in the bus just now, I was thinking about life..

Life is just like taking a BUS.. With lots of passengers..

U sit at the same seat all the way till u reach your destination..

But along your journey, you'll see people board and alight the bus..

You still sitting on the same seat, the person next to u or in the bus will kept changing..

But the only person stays on his seat is the DRIVER!

Who drives you all the way till you reach your destination..

Its like our life..

People in our life will come and go, we will keep looking for the right one..

But aren't we suppose to find or look for the "DRIVER"?

Who drive us to the right path till the end of our journey and reach our destination..

The guy who will accompany us along the journey without alighting..

So look for a guy who can drive u to the right path, without asking u

to alight but yet will continue the journey till u reach your destination..

Don't go for a guy who sit beside u and alight when he reached his destination..

~ Farah Diyah ~

Should I?

Should I try my best to win back his heart? My Wildboyz.. We get in contact again after 3mths. Out of sudden he text me, asking me to delete my old post on my fb wall.. I cant be bothered to do so, as we go along and chat on sms, things get smooth as we just talk, no arguement or quarreling with each other.. After a month chating, he decided to meet up and chat..I know deep in my heart i still love him.. But i dont wanna get hurt again.. Same goes to him.. So both have decided to remain as friend.. I dont wanna lose him again, wish that he will be mine again one day "InsyaAllah" i will just pray to Allah that one day Wildboyz will open his heart again for me.. Wildboyz i love you just the way you are.. Even how much i hated you but u always made me smile..

..:: Farah Diyah ::..

Failed Again

Well...............

I failed again..
Without a reason he silent,
avoiding me ignoring me..
I decided to back off..
After all the things i went through,
he suddenly changed...
I did ask again and again *WHY?*
At last he answer my question..
He had it all wrong, after the curse and swear,
harsh words and attitude, end up it was all
his own imagination that his head created..
He got me wrong! Ya Allah.. That all i can say..
But i decided to just left him after he said,
he dump me this time...
Well there you go, failed again..
I guess his friends had influence him bad things,
like the things he think about me..
Im totally disappointed...