Life Is So Beautiful

Life Is So Beautiful When Someone Cares And Loves You.
Life Is So Meaningful When Someone Appreciates You.
Life Is So Wonderful When Theres Lovely People Around You.
Life Is So Greatful When You Realize You Are Happy With Your Life.

Thank You Allah For Changing Me To Be A Better Person.
Thank You Allah For Making My Life Better In Each And Every Day.

~ Farah Diyah ~

December Memories..

Its December again, todays date is 10/12/11, its his birthday yesterday 09/12/11, the date we first talked, the date he first fetch me home. The date full of sweet memories. I really feels like crying and shout out loud! I was the happiest person on this earth! At that moment. 13/12/01 the date he confessed to me about his feelings. Ya Allah. It has been 10yrs now, and the last time I saw him was on 04/06/09. When I think it back, we get to know and fall in love with each other on his birthday week and we separated on the week of my birthday. That was really sad! If I were to have three wishes, one of the wish I will wish that he gonna be my husband one day. I guess the love that has been build and grown through the years just cant fade away, it remains deep in my heart. Ya Allah only you know how much I love him. Muhd Khairul Zainal I just want you to know that till this moment I still loving you.

~ Farah Diyah ~

Women Life Journey

Sometimes when u are sitting doing nothing,

out of sudden u will start to think about life...

While I was in the bus just now, I was thinking about life..

Life is just like taking a BUS.. With lots of passengers..

U sit at the same seat all the way till u reach your destination..

But along your journey, you'll see people board and alight the bus..

You still sitting on the same seat, the person next to u or in the bus will kept changing..

But the only person stays on his seat is the DRIVER!

Who drives you all the way till you reach your destination..

Its like our life..

People in our life will come and go, we will keep looking for the right one..

But aren't we suppose to find or look for the "DRIVER"?

Who drive us to the right path till the end of our journey and reach our destination..

The guy who will accompany us along the journey without alighting..

So look for a guy who can drive u to the right path, without asking u

to alight but yet will continue the journey till u reach your destination..

Don't go for a guy who sit beside u and alight when he reached his destination..

~ Farah Diyah ~

Should I?

Should I try my best to win back his heart? My Wildboyz.. We get in contact again after 3mths. Out of sudden he text me, asking me to delete my old post on my fb wall.. I cant be bothered to do so, as we go along and chat on sms, things get smooth as we just talk, no arguement or quarreling with each other.. After a month chating, he decided to meet up and chat..I know deep in my heart i still love him.. But i dont wanna get hurt again.. Same goes to him.. So both have decided to remain as friend.. I dont wanna lose him again, wish that he will be mine again one day "InsyaAllah" i will just pray to Allah that one day Wildboyz will open his heart again for me.. Wildboyz i love you just the way you are.. Even how much i hated you but u always made me smile..

..:: Farah Diyah ::..

Failed Again

Well...............

I failed again..
Without a reason he silent,
avoiding me ignoring me..
I decided to back off..
After all the things i went through,
he suddenly changed...
I did ask again and again *WHY?*
At last he answer my question..
He had it all wrong, after the curse and swear,
harsh words and attitude, end up it was all
his own imagination that his head created..
He got me wrong! Ya Allah.. That all i can say..
But i decided to just left him after he said,
he dump me this time...
Well there you go, failed again..
I guess his friends had influence him bad things,
like the things he think about me..
Im totally disappointed...

He's My Life

Get to know him in May..
First chatted on the phone on the 1st of June,
chatted for 3hrs!
First Met him on the 2nd of June,
was unexpected tho!
He confess to me after our 4th DATE,
on the 6th June 2010 midnight.
It was fast and i was not IN LOVE with him yet
at that moment but i did have crushed on him..
He has everything that I wanted from a guy..
Is he the one for me?
After exactly one year searching and looking for my MR RIGHT,
and he came without knowing he will fill up my heart with loves..
6th June 2009 i failed my 8yrs relationship and on
6th June 2010 he confess to me about his feeling towards me..
And the start of my new love life...............
Its been almost seven months we been together now,
so many things we went through, bad ones especially..
Lose hope and lose trust of each other..
But yet Allah still want us to be together,
our loves getting much stronger after all the negative things that happened lately..
But still im asking myself "Is he the one to be my life partner?"
I love him more then my previous partner,
love him by the way he talks...
Love him just the way he is......
I pray to Allah that he will be the one to be my husband,
coz im not gonna look for other guys or to waste my time anymore..
I love him sincerely from the bottom of my heart..


I LOVE YOU Amie Wildboyz!

~Farah Diyah~ 13.12.2010

Life Full Of Surprise

Life...
Life is like "Kinder surprise"
You'll never know what u gonna get aite...
Life is full of surprise which u don't even know
what's gonna come up next in your life..
You plan, but its all fate ya..
If its bad and didn't go well the way u plan,
just take it positively,"its gonna be ok"
if its good and it goes well the way you want it,
that's Bonus! 'Thank God!"

Life is full of test..
Sometimes it hit till up to your limit..
But things happen with a reason..
My life is full of test that i almost give up my life..
But i try my very best to focus!
"Don't give up Diyah"
POSITIVE.... positive positive!
i used to hate that word "think positive lah"
But... its true, think positive make u move on..
I've move on my life..
Not only my relationship story, its about family story too..
I try to be strong fight my Negative thinking..
And here i am...
A strong women standing here with positive in her life...
I've learn a lot from the past..
The thing that happen between me n my dad,
I've learn not to be like him *full of anger*
the thing in relationship with my ex,
I've learn to be more understanding and appreciate..
So there is no loosing part in your life...
you lose but you gain something else, you gain experience that you cant buy...


*winks*
Farah Diyah